I'm Awake Now, Thank You For Hurting me for the second times.

Well, previous post I've blog about that I wants her back badly, but once she replied me that her hearts is dead, and she like the fella that already have a gf, it's like a sharp knife stabbed into my hearts once again for the second times, phew, it seriously hurt, damn hurt.

But after all of these shits, I finally awake from the emo side, Khinko is back, the evil side of Khinko so wish that she will get fooled by the fella that she mentioned/like, but she know that the fella is fooling her still want to let people fool, such a lamer, yeap, I'm evil, what to do, she forced me to do so.

She's right, I should hate her in the begining, so that I could felt better, now I'm hatting her, and yea, I'm feeling much more better now, the feeling that been betrayed is something new in my life, I've been betrayed by my friends, which is my workers in Titanz Organz, event management business, built fire between my brothers, and now, my close 1 betrayed me, but I believed in karma, what goes around comes around, you betrayed me, some one will betrayed you in the future.

Dennis kept on blaming me, it should be both got problems then only will become like this, but I still don't know, where, what and how I do something that makes her betrayed me?I don't love her?Bull Shits, if I don't love her, why I wants to fork out all my times on her, booked her Redang trip and so on, ahaha, doesn't matter, It's already a past, no point still stuck in the emo situation, as what my dad told me previously, outside still got alot of trees available, this I agreed.

Well, actually I wanted to burst out something here, but my sis Jeannette stoped me to do so, because it is really the unsuitable to burst it out here, ok lor, since jie jie said so, so I just listen to jie jie lor, hor??And yea, she said she really wants to Kai me as her bro, mean certified true pet bro, gota go through those ceremony this and that, Lolz, I was hopping to get a elder sis darn long ago, infact, I got alot alot of pet sis out there, but she's the only one who said that she seriously wanted to Kai me as her real pet bro, happy lar ofcuz.

She said that we should set 1 day, both of us exchange pressie, then out for a meal, then continue every year the same date doing the same things, hehehe, I suggested on my birthday itself, she disagree, guess why?Because she kiam siap, buahahaha, she said that if doing on the same day, she need to present me 2 gift, so she said pick another day, yERrRr, Stingy jie, but doesn't matter, present for me is not important, the most important is she's my jie...aahahahhaa

Yesterday went to PWTC bus station with Jie and Bernard to purchase bus tix, but unfortunately, habis jual, some bus tix counter closed, darn, wasted my petrol man, haihz, Bernard said this morning he got meeting at the Mall, so can walk to PWTC bus station to check out, in the end, Bernard said he drive us there, sigh, tiring ler, 6-8hours u know, nvm lar, since he already made up his mind, take turns drive lor, hehehe, can't wait to hunt at Bubu Long Beach...Wee....

Darn, I slept for 3hours last night, guess what?Wei Jun car broke down in the 1U new wing car park bay around 3am, then Leso called me asked me whether got jump start kit or not, I answer got, then forced to go there to help them up, but things doesn't let us to finised it fast, the car alarms system restrict us to start the engine, we all out of idea, don't know what to do, so around 5am, I fetch Leso home, then my turn to sleep, because the next day need to work mer, but then, once reach home around 5sumting, my aunt woke up and do her praying stuff, bing bing bang bang, damn, then 6am, mom woke up, another bing bign bang bang fella, omg, 7am woke up and go to work, damn forking tired now, T.T pity khin im, but just now have a chat with Wei Jun, he said that after we left, his friend came over to help, and they managed to start the car hehehe, lucky him.

Can we get back together?

I don't know what to tell her, but I remember I told her before, she's my light that helps me to walk my journey, without her, I can't walk well, sometimes might fall down instead, I can't live without her, I regret that I asked for a break, damn regret, I can't forget everythings that we did, why she don't wants to give both of us a chance to couple back?Why she treat me so cruel.

She said she can't go with me for the Bubu Long Beach, because she said that she don't want to give me hope, and she's having her exam during that period. That's doesn't matter, there's another MATTA FAIR during the October, we can arrange and go again, can we?

I really need you to come back to me, I really need you to cheer me up, I don't know what I wants to say, I can forget what you told me last Sunday, thought it never happen before, can we get back together??

I don't know whether she will read this blog anymore or not, but I hope she will, or else, I'm going to find her 1 day, to tell her how I feel, because I really need her to be with me, I don't care whether she's trying to run away from me or not, I just want her to know how I feel now, I almost faint everyday, maybe not enough of sleep or what, even now typing this also feel like fainting, I might got some sickness in my brain, I don't know, what I know now is, I can't feel anythings without her, everything....She should know that she's the one I love the most, I really need her...

Happy Birthday, you'll always on my mind..

Well, today is her birthday, I wishes her twice, one through sms, 2nd is at her friendster, she didn't invite me to her celebration, or maybe she don't want to see my face at all, I've no idea.

I'm sick today, morning went to college, all in a sudden attacked by flu, and affected my brain thinking and apetide, didn't eat anything today except for dinner, don't know why, maybe too sad gua, lolz, I really can't stop thinking of her, I really miss her.

Infact, I'd sms her today, asked her whether tonight got times to meet or not, waited her sms from morning, and only received her replied after 530pm, I thought she's ignoring my message, but luckily she replied me that she's going to meet her school mates later, asked me why wants to meet.

I actually wants to burst out that I wants to take back my words that I told her last Sunday, and wants her back, wants to hug her and so on, but I didn't, because what had been told already a past, I know she won't give me a chance to get back for the moment, so I said nvm, I'm kinda sick today, infact, I really sick, and backrupt already, left rm2 to survived, bank left rm53 but couldn't withdraw out, what the hell....

I don't know whats on her mind right now, I asked her whether she still got feeling on me or not, she don't want to reply, haih, since last monday untill now, my mood was damn moody, no mood for everythings I do, in class, work, and others stuff, seriously no life like that, I sms her told her that I can't live without her, she just don't give a damn, kept on asked me to get another gf, why she wants to be so cruel to me, why?

What Do You Want?

She sms me last night, saying that she read my blog since her house can on9, and she also mentioned that she cried for every post that in my blog about her, she said that she don't wants to breakup in the begining, she said she told me that she like other guys because she wants to hints me to care her more, show her my love, but I don't give her a chance, I said break.

She also added that it's not only I suffer in this case, she also very suffer, but she added that I leaved no way for her to return, means I don't let her come back?Did I?

She claims that I damn long never make her heartshake already, but have you ever think before?We have been together for 2 years ++, and you still wants me to tell you "I LOVE U" every day?It's already all in my hearts.

I asked her whether we still have chances to get back or not, she said she will together back with me if I can make her fall in luv with me again, but not for the moment, means what?Now she don't love me anymore?I asked her, she said that she have no more feeling towards every one, she said she gave up the guy that she like at her college. She claims that she wants a peacefull college life, means I can only find you after you graduate?

It's all bullshit, if she don't have any feeling towards me, she won't cried when she view my blog, I really wish you to go Bubu long beach with me, if you're reading this, I seriously wish you can go with me.....

She told me that the reason she sms me is because to ask me not to sad about her, what the fark, if you don't want me to think more, I'd rather you didn't sms me, do you know that I was hopping to received your message everyday?

I wonder you still remember this present that you gave me for our very 1st Valentine

and the piggy, I don't know why you will think that you were my sexpartner more than my loved one, I do so much things just to make you happy, but you can't feel it, and said can't feel the love from me, I wonder why.....tell me why....

I Miss You....

She finally can online at her home, and I saw her personal message just now, saying that "If u wants to hate me, go ahead, I know it will feel better" but I can tell you this, it won't make me feel better, because I can't live my life with happiness without you.

Today, my mom reminds me something again, the sweetest soup that I ever drank for my whole life, the soup that cook by HER, how my mom reminds me on that?I asked her this afternoon, whats soup she cook for dinner, she replied "Neh, that soup that you said very sweet one leh" -.-'' mom, thanks for that, I remember that few months back, she promised me that she will cook me 3meals and 1 soup, maybe she's kinda busy, she didn't cook for me.

When I was blogging bout this, a song remind me that I use some of the words to comfort her when she needs some comfort from me last time, the song name is "It's all because of you" by 98 degrees, "your my sunshine after the rain, you're the cure againts I feeling my pain, I'm loosing my mind when you're not around, it's all because of you" I'm loosing my mind right now.

If I'm not mistaken, last time during those cooling period, she will write down some notes on her hp, that how she feels and so on, I don't know whether she's still doing now or not, I really wish to read some if she do have, normally my phone 2days gota charge 1 times, now, 4days only need to charge, because no more hardcore sms with her anymore.

I don't know what I wants, I suddenly feels that I really need her, I want to hug her, I want her back. I browse to her friendster profile today, saw some of her pix with her college mates, guess she's happy with her life right now, I really miss her.

My sis asked me today, don't you felt sad or not worth just breaking up like this, I told her I don't wish to, but I forced to do so, she said I like very happy for breaking up with her like that, but who knows how I feel?I act like normal because I don't want people to worry bout me, I do cry everyday, cry out loud in my heart.

Last Thursday, Kien Hor said he saw me in the class, with cool and sad face, asked me how am I, I thought no one knows that I sad everydays, I told him, I brokeup with Siew Yan, he don't believed, he thought I was fooling with him, in the end, he believed because he know I really sad.

Previously, I blog that if people asked me that whether I will get back with her or not if she beg to get back together, I guess I'll answer yes, I'll, because I can't stop thinkin of her every single minutes, if she's here, I confirm I'll hug her tight and tell her that I mis her.....

An Emo Sunday again...

Woke up kinda early this morning, around 1030am, woke up by a phone call from my lawyer, asking me that how to turn off the security system for our office, because no electric supply today, the auto door couldn't open, so need to turn off the security system only can open the door.

After woke up by my lawyer calls, I couldn't fall asleep anymore, and my mind flash back those memories again, I hate that feelings, why I so Emotional one?

It reminds me that how we get along together, it was starting from a jokes, 2years ++ ago, she was asking me for her birthday present, I out of no way, told her that I'm her birthday present, and she accepted, but that time we didn't really couple yet, until October, before her PMR exam, she asked me out for a walk @ Sunway Pyramid, that day started, I hold her hand, and she was trying to run away to play with me, and I hold her hand tightly, don't let her run away from me, from that day starts, we've walked a long journey until to date.

It also remind me that those words she told me, once she asked me how long is my longest couple periods and with which xgf, I answered her 8 months ++ with Jen, she then asked me again, how long would I think that I'll be together with her, I told her that we can't predict future, but if possible, forever and ever, she touches by my words, and at 1st when we get together, she's not 100% loves me, because she still couldn't forget her Xbf, she said it's kinda unfair for me, but I don't mind, I'll wait, after half a year, finally, she told me she couldn't live without me, she said I'm important for her, she said already reach the top 100%, right after she finished her speech, I hug her tightly, whisper in her ear, I love you too.

Few months back, she mentioned to me that I'm already part of her life, it's like part of her family, she said she don't wants to leave me, she wants to be with me every single minutes, she said she wants to bath with me, sleep with me, do everything with me, I then told her that no worries, the day will be the Bubu Long Beach trip, but now, not anymore, she changed, changed to another girl that I don't know who is she anymore, those words that she told me before, it's not anymore true, I don't wish to be so emotional, but I just can't help it, when I saw those romantic film, I will flash back the days that I be with her, when I saw someone holding hand and walk together, I think of her, her shadow is always within my position, every where, 1U, Sunway Pyramid, my house, my car, around Sunway area, Subang, every where.....

2 more days is her birthday, hope she enjoy her celebration with her college mates, I really wish that she never told me that she likes other guy in her college, I really wish to go Bubu Long Beach with her, going there without the one you loves, the pretty scene will become dull, yeap, if you guys ask me whether I still love her or not, I'll answer yes, but I just couldn't forgive her that she likes other guy in her college in just 2 weeks in her college life, 2 guys 2 weeks, why she do this to me, did I do anythings wrong?My 2years++ love is not even worth for the 2guys to you?I should hate you, but I don't know why, I can't....I don't know when I will stop emo like now, I hope it will end asap, I'm suffering....

DAMN Emo...

I've no idea whether I purposely made myself emo or it was the original emo coming from my mind, and it's annoying, if I kept on emo like this, the more I regret for breaking this relationship, I'd better stop, but I can't control my mind when I'm alone, I need to get bothered every single minutes, so I won't think so much, why.....

I really don't know what I want, my heart told me that I wants to go Bubu Long Beach with her, but my mind reminds me that what she done to me, why why and why, life's getting sux, damn farking sux.

Finally, my mom know bout me and Siew Yan, how she knows?She was asking me bout the Bubu Long Beach, when is the actual date, so I informed her 7th of July, then suddenly, out of no way, I told her that I ain't going with Siew Yan, she asked me why, I replied, we broke up already, then she asked again, why? I then replied her that Siew Yan likes other guys in her college, then she asked who am I going with, I answer Jarryl, after that, she didn't question further more.

Well, today I bought a 1gb thumbdrive for only RM33 @ Digital Mall, yea it's kinda cheap, but the flyers said that PENDRIVE is selling rm15.50 for limited units only, but hell, couldn't find 1 also, liers...Feeling to get a Cooler for my laptop, but out of money, see my sis wants to fork out some money or not, if yes, going to get 1 tomorrow, ahahaha..

An Emo Weekend..

Well, normally Friday is my most excited day in the week, because the next day morning, which is Saturday, she will be coming over to my house to company me, but now, things will never be the same again, it's time to make a changes, yesterday, it's Friday, suddenly it reminds me a lots of memory when I spend my time with her, I seriously started to regret bout it, but I can't forced myself to forget what she said to me "I LIKE HIM" this really made my hearts broken into pieces, now my hearts is like empty case, filling up my bloods and thats it.

3 more days will be her birthday, if we were still together, I planning to bring her to Genting for a day trip, since we couple so long, I kinda guilty because never had a chance to bring her away from KL, last year thought of bringing her to Malacca, but she said her parents don't let, so just forget bout it, and the Small Island trip, I fork out a lots of time, money and suffer for a months with rm400 to survived because of wants to make her happy, but now, not anymore, the one who going with me is not the same anymore, it's a guy going with me, sleep on the same bed with me, mahai, damn ghey...wondering next Tuesday how is she going to celebrate her birthday, heard from her before we broke up that Reeve going to spend her Shoubu sushi at 1Utama, she said Reeve so good, but did she ever think b4 that, how much I've dumped in her when I together with her?Seriously, UNCOUNTABLE man, and the Small Island trip, I asked her not to burst it out before the trip, but she don't wants to listen, that's it, no more for her, and I will be sleeping with a guy instead of a girl, WTF...

Well, later will be going to Digital Mall with my sis Jeannette, she's coming over to fetch me, ahahahaha 1st time I sit her car, don't know how's her driving skill, girls driving skills are sux remember, lolz, if she read this, I guess I'm so gona die man...ahahaha...tatz it for the moment, it's time to ready up myself..ciaoz...

I've Finally Broke My 2yrs ++ Relationship

Well, previous post, I've blog about my gf changed untill I don't really know who's she right now.
Sunday, she finally burst out that she likes another guy in her college which already had a girlfriend, and she said that she doesn't want to break people relationship, and ours relationship as well, she said that she was still thinking of me, but her emotion forced her to like that guy, so what could I say more about this?

It's not fair to me to continue with her in this kinda situations, she asked me to give her sometimes to make sure bout her feelings, but I guess the 1 weeks times is sufficent for her to make sure bout her feelings towards me, and yea, she said that she still very love me, thats why she burst out this issued so that we can settle it without breaking up, what she is trying to mean is to safe this relationship, but do you think that I can still act like nothing happened again?I had enough about this kinda stuff, it's been 2yrs ++ we together, and you just entered UTAR for about 2weeks and you likes another guy?How would you think if I told you that I likes another girl in my college?It's same right?

My feelings towards her is getting lesser day by day since the Reeve issue, until todate, I admit that I still loves her, but the problems is, she doesn't worth for me to love anymore, she said that she felt so sorry to betrayed me, and said that she won't couple so soon and not planning to break the guys relationship with her current gf, what is she trying to highlighted?HELLO!! do you mean that if he is single, you will get together with him?1st sight, I really hurt by her statement, but today i think back, I can't put the full blame to her, as it might be my prob, because my 2yrs ++ loves to her is not power enough compared with the guy that she meet at UTAR for 2weeks, so I guess I should blame myself instead of blamming her right?

She also stated down at the last message that I should choose Xinyu which she doesn't really wants to admit that xinyu suits me more than her, does it really matter right now?Do you think I will start a new relationship so soon?Eventhough that I want, doesn't mean that I should, because it's not fair to the girl that I choose right?It will end up makes them feel that they're just a subsitute her in my heart, so just forget about this for the moment, I preffer to stay single first.

And yea, regarding the Small Island (Bubu Long Beach) trip, actually it's her birthday + her SPM 8 A's present, but it seems that she's the one who don't want to wait until after the trip only burst this issue out, I guess if she burst it out after the trips, I won't so headache to ask people around to company me go, actually there's few peepz who willing to pay and go with me, but unfortunately, I only need 1, some said ask girls go, so that I might get a chance to get laid, some says that go with a guy, and hunt at the beach, and some even said that sell off the tix to others people, so I don't need to worry bout the trip, but can't, because it's a room sharing with my pet sis (Jeannette) and her bf (Bernard), so it's kinda weird if they stay with the strangers, lolz, and yea, end up I asked Jarryl to go with me, and I only charged him for rm400 the whole trip included meals, accomodation, and transportation, actual price is rm435, discounted rm35 for him as he's still studying, and willing to go with me, hahaha, well, it would be great if my gf go with me, because it was her pressent, but end up, my bro going with me, weird rite?Well, planning to buy some liquor to Bubu long beach and invite some girls from the beach to join our drinking session and get laid, ahhahahaa, yea, thats my plan, but don't think it'll works, but I don't mind giving it a try also, as me and Jarryl kinda itchy these days, lolz.

Well, I would like to express my words here to all my close buddy, you guys really make me touches by all your loves, especially my brother Amos, he's the 1st 1 who know bout this, and 1st 1 to yumchar with me, althought that during yc session, we didn't talk much bout my prob, it's more into those business issue and making money issues, haha, kinda fun when you talk to him with those making money issues, maybe he has the same brain like me, thinking the same things and same standard, 2nd person who know will be Neh, but he only free to yc with me last nite, haih....he get his N95, and lanci infront of me saying that the camera 5mp is too much, take pix too clear, not nice, and take my face pix and show me, and said "SEE, UR PIMPLE SO OBVIOUS" niamakahai....3rd 1 who know bout this is my pet sis Jeannette, and she's the 2nd person to yc with me company by her boyfriend Bernard as well, 4th who know bout this is Jarryl, and he joined the yc session while I yc with Jeannette & her BF, and the 5th will be my dad & Sister, which both of them gave me a numb look and asked me why and how it happened, after I explain to my dad, he just tell me this "if she can like other guy in 2weeks times, proven that this girl is not worth to love, U scared what?Out side still got so many girls, U scared can't get ar?" lolz, I laugh!And last night, finally my another pet sis from my secondary school asked bout why I didn't bring my gf out, I show her the message, she told me that "it's like mer,not love also" what the hell, if you don't like, where comes love?

Well, today, my mind suddenly reminds me that today is 22nd of June, and few more days is her birthday, I picked up my phone and start sms her bout tomorrow Digital Mall got mid year sales, thumbdrive 1GB rm30++, and asked her how is she doing these days. She replied that she's fine there, peace, and asked me whether going to digital mall or not, and asked me to help her on her assignment regarding clubbing scenes, as everyones know that I quit clubbing since a year ago, so if wants to check with me, is abit out lar, lolz. And I admit that I really miss her, I couldn't stop thinking bout her when I was alone in the bus, at home, or even when I'm shitting.

Friends around asked me whether I will feel depress/sad/hurt/regret on this matter or not, I answer them just a lil bit, but in my heart, the feelings is seriously hurt deeply, but somehow, when I'm outing with my pals, I won't felt sad, I still like the normal me, kept on make them laugh like hell, talk cock and so on, but when I was alone, my mind started to think back every single things that we've done, my house, every part in my house there's her shadow there, my rooms especially, the moment, I miss the hugz, the kisses, and others things which I don't really want to list it out, 2 years ++ it's really a long term relationships, I thought we won't breakup, but I just couldn't take it anymore, my mind forced me to break, but my hearts was blocking me to do so, and at last, my brain won the war, I gave up this relationships, and I've no idea when will find another girl to be my partner, I guess for the moment, I still wants to enjoy being a single guy, hows the feelings, but of cause, the 1st answer I'll get is LONELY, seriously, I hate watching people dating when I'm alone, people asked me whether will want her back or not if she bag me, I still couldn't give them my answer, maybe yes, maybe not, no idea, all I need is a partner, a sex partner, I'm horny, pervert and what eva you guys wana call it, I ADMIT!

Some even asked me to consider Xinyu to be my partner, ermm, for me, she's good, pretty, and mature. She said that she was still waiting for me, but then, I've no idea whether it's true or not, I scare I get fooled, and I know who I am, a guy that full with pimple on the face and old looking face, poor guy, with a horny attitude, LOLZ, if she be with me, I don't think I can give her happiness or whateva she wants, all I want now is a sex partner, ahahahaha, I'm a horny man..I guess I will just flirt around in the club and find those chicks who's waiting to get laid, I still got lots CONDOMs hasn't use, ahahahhaa...HAMSAP lar me...can't believe that I so the hamsap now, lolz...help....guess should stop here, or else, no idea when only can stop blogging, ahahaha the end......

She Changed Since She Entered UTAR..

Well, I guess some should know that June 07 start, my girlfriend will be studying at UTAR seksyen 17 to study for her physiology course.

Ever since she entered UTAR, her attitude changed tremendously, is somehow out of my expected, I expect sooner or later, she'll become more mature when she walking her collage life, and some wolf out there will try to get close to her to tackle her and so on. I've prepared myself on this kinda problems, but I didn't know that it will happened after 2 weeks she's there.

She started to text me lesser than normal, didn't care bout my feelings at all, and kept on telling me her story at UTAR, which friends handsome, which wants to tackle her, this and that, and you guys know what, she told me that she 'heart shake' on a guy that same class with her, and that guy were trying to tackle her.

Well, the story started like this, her friends around told her that the guys named Reeve not only wants to be her normal friends, he wants to be her bf something like that, and my girlfriend said that she already taken and not available for the moment, but this guys is trying so hard to get my gf attention on him, and 1 fine days, I had a fight with my gf, and she burst out every single little things regarding both of them, she said that she 'heart shake' with this guy and it's like that time she felt 'heart shake' with me and her xbf like that, I was like "WTF do you know what the fuck you're talking?" I then highlighted "it's like that time she 'heart shake' when with me and her xbf like that" to her, then we stopped the conversation as it's already late at night.

The next day morning, she said that she didn't mean it as she said she just admire the guy named Reeve, then I said "I don't give a damn whether you're admiring him or really feel heart shake with him, please be ensure that I'm your bf, please do care my feelings, and please think whether you still have feel with me or not". She then replied "I still love you, I'm very sure I just admire Reeve". Well, I asked for a cooling period for both of us and let her to think properly whether she still love me or not, she said that she don't need a cooling period, she pretty sure that she still very love me and damn clear that I'm the only one who treat her well, which I don't think she's telling the truth, after few days of cool period, I asked her out after my class, and when she walked towards me, the feels is less, and she didn't smile or act cute face when she walked to me, she really changed a lots.

Well, after the meeting, I'd fetch her back to her house, and guess what, I accidentally killed a CAT, wtf, I didn't mean to kill the cat, as when I turn into my gf's apartments junction, 2 cats was playing chasing and so happen that a Perodua Kembara hit one of the cats, and the cats was seriously injured, the cat row and row and row in front of my car, I then applied for break, and waited the cat row away from my car so that I wouldn't knock the cat again or what ever, right after the cat row away from my car, I then applied for accelerate, and guess what again, the stupid injured cat row back to my rear tyre, and yeap, I killed the cat, I'm so fucking guilty, sorry to the cat, this is the 1st time I killed a animal besides fish & insects, what the hell, alright, continue my stories, after the meeting, she'd promised me that she will not chat with Reeve again and make sure she won't stick with him, alright, I trust her this time.

2 days later, she said that Reeve didn't chat with her, so she guess that Reeve know and understands whats going on, yea, I should be happy isn't? But then, I didn't mean to blocked her for meeting/making new friends at UTAR, but just don't too over, the next days means today, she forwarded those msg that Reeve sent her last night, saying that "I wanted 2 chat, but i still prefer u 2 get a gud rest which u would nd it a lot..no hard feelings, alrite?gd9 n sweet dreams!" 2nd msg, "just want to chat with u lar, bt so late ady let u rest la, u hv many nights don't sleep well liao..nw wat i wan u 2 do is to ge a gud slp n hav a gud dream..ok?" hey, hey, this is too much man, who you think you're? Come on, the one who should care about her and ask her to sleep is me, ain't you, don't you think that you're over the border?If I were the last time, I guess you will have a great rest at you home man, get a life, aim for others single female, she's mine!! Basket.

I highlighted to my gf that if I found out that she betray me, I'll make her suffer like no body business, she asked me how, and kept on ask which I don't want to let her know, she made me feels that she might betray me some days, alright, I told her she will suffer like the cat that I accidentally killed when I fetch her home, she then stopped to ask further more, and I told her that I don't want to talk bout this matter before our Redang trip, as that was her birthday present and her SPM 8 a's present, because I don't want to wasted the trip and what ever that I've paid for and so on, well, I guess I should make a move after that trip if I feels that she ain't really love me no more. Ohya, my trip is on 7th of July 2007, after that, I've a strong feelings that I'll let go, and good luck to Reeve...take my words...

A Nite At Kesas Highway...

Last saturday, 2nd of June 2007, around 1045pm, Ping Vi called me up for a drinks, asked me to drive to A&W subang branch myself, damn you, dowan fetch me T.T, Well actually I planning to drive anyway...right after i hang up the phone, his car appeared infront of my house, guess he'd probably planning to test drive with me tonite...lolz...

He parked his car not far from my house, bout few houses from mine, I'd quickly got in my car and start the engine as I don't like to let people wait as well as I wait people, after couple of minutes, I drive toward his car, and I saw Kok Leong, Chuan and Ping Vi's cousin bro were in the car as well.

Right after confirmed with them where to drink, I'd to push my gear to N because that time my car was on the sloop, for the sake of saving the fuels, I'd let the car row itself, untill the T-junction, I only push back to gear D, well all the way I was driving approximately 40-50km/h, untill the Motorola bridge traffic Light there, I step more to speed faster because it's gona turn to Yellow light, and I saw my rear mirror that Ping Vi was chasing me using his Myvi, lolz funny.
Once we reach the Federal highway, here start the games, cut lane, this and that, in the end, khinko's take the lead, ahahhahaa, after about 10minutes, we already reach the A&W USJ branch and parked our car, once we enter to the A&W, five of us body shake like hell, y??It's farking cold inside the A&W, we're FreeZingzz.. lolz, well, what we do during our drinking session??Same old skool stuff lar, crapping here and there and stare at those boobs passer-by, because we were just sitting next to the staircase which the ladies are located on the 1st floor...ahahahaha, yeap, it's kinda pervert, but I swear to god, I didn't stare at all, because none of it was nice...lmfao...well, beside that, they oso bluetooth-ing porn from their phone to others phone..

All a sudden, Kok Leong said that damn bored and suggested to go Kesas highway and see whether got illegal racing there or not, all of us agreed and drive down there to have a look, once we reach Kesas Shell Petrol Station, we saw a bunch of V-TEC Civic parking at a side, guess they're going to race pretty soon, ahahaha, so we parked our car at the parking bay and wait for the V-TEC-ers showing off using their toys...

Parked there for about 10minutes, Kok Leong starting to burst my Waja sounds system, although it's original sounds system for Waja, but the Hard Bass system is the awesome, it's just like those speakers that disco using, lolz...and when Kok Leong heard some nice tracks, he sure ask me whether did I upload those tracks into my phone or not, if got, bluetooth again, lolz..Waited there for about half an hour, finally those V-TEC boys starting to show off, well, I'm pretty impress by their toys as in the pickup + the power is really the unbelievable, and from their eczos sounds, I can heard that their gear shifting is in the amature levels, and when the 1st gear shift to 2nd gear that time, most of the V-TEC will swing to the right hand side because the impact too powerfull adi, after few races, they parked their toys back at their spot, I guess they're waiting some one to challenge them.

About 15minutes later, comes a Old Kind Ford Telstar from no way and asked for a race with V-TEC, lolz, at1st, we thought that the Ford it's just some normal old junk, and you guys know what??the Farking Ford got a hidden Turbo, and when the Ford Telstar race with the V-TEC that time, the Ford asked the V-TEC to go 1st, but V-TEC wants a fair race, so they go together, from 1st gear to 2nd gear, Ford already take the lead and the distance is about 3cars away, it was incredible, and unbelievable, Ford can win V-TEC with 2nd gear, it's just a words could defined "Amazing!!" ahaha, well, the Ford didn't put blow off, and the intercooler is hidden under somewhere the car I guess, ahahaha, IMPRESS I should said!!The outlooks is so the normal, but then, the engine, HuaLaLA man...

Basicly, they start the race from the junction at the end of the R&R lane where people get off from the R&R, and finish at the opposite BP petrol station, and when both of the car reach the finish line, guess what?No lar, not accident lar, the Ford win as I expected, but how long the distance?We normally used the Light Poll to measure, total distance is "UNBELIEVABLE" again, 2 Light poll distance, WAHLANYEH I shouted, thats farking far man...after the Ford return the the parking area, all the V-TEC hide aside, none of them dare to challenge again, lolz,LOSER!!!!

Well, after the Awesome race, the V-TEC team planned to test drive again, all the V-TEC grouped up and drag, well, no idea why, suddenly pop out so many spectators @ the parking area, maybe there's this "The Late, The Merrie" statement applied??LOLZ, around 3am, we decided to make a move as most of us were kinda sleepy, well, I guess Ping Vi must be excited after witness the Race??Right after he get out from the R&R lane, he speed up his car, so do I, because I don't know which bridge to U-turn back, lolz, so I decided to stick to his tail, kinda near though, what to do, Khinko like to stick people tails, ahahahha, once we made a U-turn, Ping Vi speed up his car again, and this times I guess he's challenging my skills, I let him go first as I know that my car however, anytimes also can over take his car, because my Waja 1.6L and his Myvi only 1.3L, how to win me?Eventhough my Waja's engine got abit prob, but it doesnt mean that my Car couldn't speed, lolz, as what i expected, I managed to over take his car within 20seconds as my car pickup abit lousy, ahaahahaha, over taked him at my 155km/j, after overtake his car, I slow down my car because don't know whether infront got any speedtrap or not, but Ping Vi like not satisfied like that, overtaked me and speed all the way, and no, I didn't speed my car as I don't want to get caught by breaking the speed limit again, RM150 leh, not small amount, if you said rm30, I speed 180km/j oso doesn't matter lar, lolz...once reach the fly over from USJ to Sunway, I saw Ping Vi's car, and decided to chase him, asked Kok Leong to call them whether wana drinks or not, Chuan was in ping vi's cars, and he said that he wana sleep adi, but b4 that, wana test drag race, -,-'' come'on lar, my car so heavy + my dad's working equipment, lolz, hardly to get a nice pickup man, so I rejected, but Ping vi speed like no body business, so I gota chase his car by cutting lane, untill Kok Leong, who was sitting in my car shouted that "Wai Khin, BREAK!!!" lolz, that's funny, he told me that he sit those Turbo car before and this and that, now he scared a Original Waja cutting lane, ahahahha, I asked him to chill, and informed him that "I won't do something that I've no confident" he just gime a numb looks as he thought that I'm going to bang the mercs, lmfao, come'on lar, my dad last time is a racer in Ipoh areas, not so called as a professional racers, but can rank as racers(Illegal) lar, ofcuz got some genetic flowing in my body 1 ma.. lolz, in the end, Ping Vi's Myvi let my Waja stick all the way untill I turn into Kok Leong's housing area, ahahhaa, that's fun man, darn long never drive that furious already, ahahhaah.

And guess what, Ping Vi sms me just now and asked me that that nite how fast I speed, lolz....Speechless* don't tell me that he thought his car can win my Waja?Unless u fix turbo in your myvi lar, or else dream on dude...LMFAO..