Day of Dying Is Getting Nearer And Nearer XD

Well, as 2 more days will be my 21st Birthday, and I still hasn't decided whether to celebrate it or not, as I'm kinda broke nowadays, and on the 1st day I get my paid end of this month, I gotta settle my debts towards the credit cards bills, and promised Abang Rico aka Adrian that I will be throwing my "Saka Baka" end of October, and it cost me 1/4 of my salary, arghhh.... I shouldn't promised him, sob sob....

Well, my parents knew that my big day is coming, they even told me that this year is my "GOLDEN KEY" year. But when I asked them whether will I get the so called "GOLDEN KEY" or not, mom straight away answer me "NO MONEY" Sarcastic sial, and my dad planning to drag away my question, lolx, as what I've expected, I didn't really hope much from my parents, in facts, birthday for me isn't really important, although some said that 21st is a must to celeb, but then, for me is just a day to make your wallet empty, ahahaha.

I've a lot of friends, infacts, I divided into few different groups, 1st - Clubbing gang <- darn long never kept in touch already, only 2 to 3 of them still keping in touch, but I don't think will call them to join my celebration if there's any going on. 2nd - X school mates - few of them were my weekend hang out gangs, they even called and sms me asked me that how I wanted to celeb, wanna buy cake for me or not and is there any plan for this weekend? I was like "eeee, no idea, and I guess probably will having a drinking session @ Wong Kok, Huge Teh Ais, ahahhahaha". 3rd - Office colleagues/ relatives, all of them was asking me what I want for my birthday, this and that, I just told them, a lunch will do, they was like "IT'S YOUR BIG DAY, HOW CAN IT BE SO NORMAL?", I also no idea how to celeb, as you guys wish lar. 4th - My god sis and her bf aka my sausage, jie said that wanna bring me to bamboo @ TTDI to get drunk, but I rejected, because I decided to stop drinking from this month (OCT 2007) onwards, no more beer nor liquor for KHINKO, ahahahaha, only TEA!! muahahahahahaha, but no one seems to believed me, damn... 5th - my parents, no idea how and are them going to celebrate for me or not, but their reaction is kinda errrr, no action yet, lolx, but normally my mom will celeb on my Chinese birthday, which is some days after my ENGLAND bday, and I have no idea when is the day. 6th - Bro Neh and Amos, both of them got some misunderstanding, but then, I hope they could like last year like that, sit together in the same table, and steamboat together gether, but I guess this is impossible, both of them seriously don't even wanna see each other, haih.... I got 6th group there, but don't think I will have 6th celebration, ahahahhaa, but confirm at least got 3 group, which is, SIs Jean and Sausage, oh I left out Fei Chai Mr Jarryl Ee, should be celebrating with my weekend hang out gangs or maybe together with Sis Jean, and lastly, my colleagues/Relatives. Arghhh...Help!!! I've no idea why I don't feel like celebrating my birthday this years, probably I think that birthday is not really important for me, I GUESS, ahahahhaa, or should I said that I'm actually broke during the 1st of November? A day before my birthday, lmfao... Well, there's 1 people that I really missing right now, don't know why, probably because of that sickening cure calls? Ahaha, really glad that she called me while I'm resting because of the FLU ATTACK, and COLD SWEATING (sweating in the cold weather), ahhahahaha, Thank you for the calls yea, and I didn't intend to drag the thingy as what you had mentioned if you're reading this, but it just not the right time, if you got your another choices, you can just take that way, no blocking and I hope you understand, I know you will. PEACE YEA.

Mood Swing?

Well, its been a while I didn't really update my own blog, yeap, been extremely busy nowadays, but my pocket still lack of money, why? Because not business occupied my time, its my office work loads, University assignment, and yamchar session occupied all my times, I'm planning to cut off yamchar session during weekdays and only yamchar during weekend, focus more into my studies and my office works

These few days I guess I'm having PMS, my mood swing fast, until I couldn't really know what's happening, I can't really control my anger anymore, what is it happening to me? Every single days, my head like wanna explode, headache like shit, sometimes I'd planning to knock my head to the wall as hard as I can, but I scared pain, LMFAO, pressure is what I have for the moment.

Well, as I mentioned before, I'm going to register an Construction firm under my name for my dad's business, as his business is growing nowadays. The registration part, already passed all the documents required to my agent, she said will call me once everything is done, pending approval for the moment, hope next week will received a good news from her.

But few things that I'm worrying is my dad's company' accounts, he is paying wages to his workers everyday, the accounts is kinda mess to record down in details, those pays that he get from client should come through company accounts, there's a lot of stuff to keep tracks, I'd need a accountant to help me out on this issue, as this company is under my name, I should follow up everything in case next year the company get taxes by the government, I have proof to show them when they checking the accounts. Second things that I'm worrying about will be my studies, I found out that I need to spend more times into it, as I couldn't really catch up for getting cgpa above 3, I must get an cgpa above 3 by this sems as this is the 2nd last sems, I don't wanna see my cgpa below 3 end of this sems, I must fork out more times on my studies by now, although is bit late, but at least I did something that I won't regret in the future. Thirdly, back to my office works, I finally managed to finish those foreigner state consent application files on my table, and already submitted 3 files to the Wilayah Land Office, left 2 with me now, hafto submit by next week, the project that I'm handling is almost done, hopefully can be done by this month, but next week I only working for 2 days, because Monday got class, Wednesday gotta visit to Kiwanis Syndrome down Centre, then Thursday got class, uh~, only Tuesday and Friday I'm working, I scared I couldn't cope with my office works, I don't need a Assistant now, but I need more times to settle down my stuff, I really need more times....

I suspect something wrongs with my brain, I have no idea why and how, everyday also will get headache, maybe too much pressure, but I scared I got brain tumour or cancer what ever you name it, more over, I've memory Shortage, couldn't really remember everything that I learnt, planning to get an x-ray soon, no money lar, XD. I'd remember that during my primary schools days, my mom brang me to temple located at Klang for praying, the Buddha put her hand on my head and told my mom that my brain is slightly smaller than normal child. But what I can tell is, I can learn something very fast, and forget it also damn fast, this is the facts, I learn things faster than others peeps, easy to catch up with new stuff, but then, to forget it without my knowledge, also damn fast, wondering is there any technology in this world that could add few hundred gigabytes into my brain or not, if there is, I should start to save money to got for that add-in. lolx.

Lately, loads of friends questioning bout my loves life, kept on asking me why still don't want to get a GF, can't forget the past one or hasn't managed to find one? I told them that I got a Targeted girl, but didn't really take any action, because I hasn't prepare for a new relationship, I still pretty enjoy my single life, as I have too much of burdens in my current life, I don't wish to add more in it, more over, the targeted girl also don't want any commitment for the moment, so whats to point I take action isn't? What I'm worried for now is my future roads, in order to be the best, you have to sacrifies something for now, about loves life, maybe I'll just keep it a side, the most important things is my studies and to start savings, my savings is gone for ages since I started to study, kinda jealous those girls who was working for 2 jobs, 1 job during weekdays, 1 more during weekend, and have few figure in their banks accounts, wondering whats makes them so hardworking, why I can't be so hardworking like them? The answer is there "LACK OF MOTIVATION" ahahahaa, how I wish I could be 1 of them for the moment, but I just can't, too many stuff for me to worry now, oh god, why don't you just kill me? Forking pressureeeee......

I found out something yesterday, my cousin bro Jaryl Teoh, 15 this year, having his PMR, youngest son of my boss, he did a great job in keeping his body slim, I was impress by his motivation on getting slim, he was like a fat pig last year, with big tummy and you couldn't really see his neck because his neck full with fats, guess what is the outcome we saw this year? His body was fit, slimmed down loads, looks nice though, but not as fit as mine of course, but he really did a great job, he managed to slim down within a year, no more big tummy, can see his neck, and skip meal when is not necessary, he really got the heart to do it, he'd once asked me how I managed to get thin last time, I told him that play basketball, do more exercises will do, he really follow what I told him, and bout the exercises part, he added something in it, everyday morning, he woke up around 7am, go down to the swimming pool area of his condo, run for 60 rounds, then go for basketball session, after that pumping 200 times per days, sit up 200 times per days, I guess he might bluffing me bout 200 pumping and sit up per days, even my self also couldn't do 200 times pumping per day, sit up maybe is true, because last time I used to do 200 sit up per day, but pumping, I'd tried before pumping 200 times per day, but after that, I hafto rest for a week to cure my painfulness after the 200times of pumping, phobia..lolx..btw, he done a great job, you're the man Jaryl Teoh, good luck in your PMR.

22/09/07 - Farewell cum 1st visit to EOM

Well, as Xinyu is going to Singapore to seek for job and not coming back to M'sia in a short period, I've planned to farewell with her at night either @ Mardigras or Sanctuary, because before that, already promised her that hafto treat her 1 glass of Marcarita, and during noon, she had appointment with her friends Shopping @ 1Utama.

Early Morning, after my class for coco, went back to SS3, Worms Net Cyber Cafe for some gaming session while waiting my jie and her Sausage to pick me up for lunch, around 3pm they only came over to pick me, :( Starving like shit man, morning till 3pm only makan, where we have our lunch?MC DONALS, hahaha, after that, Bernard wanna go for a haircut, Jie decided to bring him to 1 of the saloon @ SS2, Baby and Guys Saloon, guess what?I met my secondary friend there, Dennis Wong X admire - Chai Yin, have a long chat with her while Bernard having his haircut, it's been awhile I never talk to her, missed those days, we used to chit chat all the time in the class when teacher absent or what ever, well, this is how Bernard look like after his hair wash session :-

WTF, Bernard with his tudung, wuahahaha...cute nyerr...

The Poser!!!

Muahahahahhaa....damn naughty man me, blocked my Jie poser pix...lolz....

Look, is that Suparman, Kevin??

Woah, Suparman is faster than Superman...fu..fu..fuu..fuuuyooohhh....

Aiks, tak jadi spoil this pix..wasted...

Someone scared but still wanna take pix with the Clown..lol....guess who?the left 1 or the right 1??

The Syndrome Down Cabin...ROFL..

The Lovely Couple...

the Thick Face Fish and the Exhausted Pug..

the Rapist on Eye Of M'sia...Omgness..

The Gang pix - all looks normal rite?except the Retared Bernard..lolz..

Jeannette: Photo Session...

Syndrome down patient number 1...

Syndrome number 2?but looks sweet isn't?wasted, she's also 1 of the Syndrome down patient...:P

Syndrome patient number 3 at the right, lmfao...

Syndrome number 1 & 4, from left start...lolz..told you right, we were ridding on the Syndrome Down Cabin..kakakaka...

Water Falls....

KLCC(Twin Corn Tower) & KL TOWER...

The Salted Egg York...

Bernard: Get into the cabin u Fish!!
Xinyu: But I'm not Syndrome down, this is the Syndrome down cabin, it's mainly for Syndrome down patient...
Bernard: You want me to kick you in is it, every syndrome down patient said they aren't patient, but indeed, they is!!
(p/s: Kevin was trying to peep and see whether inside the cabin got toilet or not?)wahhahahahaha)

Thick Face Fish Vs Thick Face Pug...lolz...

Syndrome down patient number 3 & 2...ahahahaha..

although this pix is blur, but I still like this pix, saw the moon behind us??

Same view but some different post...

another vs pix...muahahaha..

Fu..fu..fu..fuu..fuuuyooohhh...my thing is so the powerful...

Kevin: Do I look like the er er er ermm, who ar?Captain Elephant Style?

Pole Dancer...

The Bollywood's actors...

Jeannette: Magic Mali Mali hom, U can't see my face rite???

Bernard: Ladies and Gentalment, The Captain Sausage...lolz...

peace..

Last snap b4 we leaving... Syndrome Down Group Pix...:P

Nice Pix, Reflection...

Fuuyooh, the earring that I've been looking for, finally get it, thank you Sayang, for presenting me this earring...loved it loads...

Well, after EOM, we straight away went to Asia Cafe for our dinner session around 830pm, guess what, me and Xinyu stay there till 11pm, called up to Adrian, and asked him to come over pick me back to my house to take bath and get my car go for drinking session, because Bernard they all hasn't finish their business yet, they total finished 18bottles at the end of the night, what the fark...and tell you what, I learned some ciggy tricks from Bernard and Kevin, and yea, lost rm25 because of the tricks, but worth lar, at least i learned something which I don't know, kekeke, after Adrian dropped me home, took my bath, drove to Adrian house to picked him & Dennis Lee, then together gather went to Terrace bar(Next to Zouk, KL) for drinking session, fetched Xinyu home around 230am.