My Sincerely Apology

Refer to the previous post, as my dear feel that the entries is not sincerely at all, in order to make my dear feel that I'm sincerely apology to her, here is the longer and faithfully cum sincerely post for you.

I hereby apologize to my dear that I sounded at her for something that she is not necessary to do which is to sms Ms. K the next day after the party to wish/greet her have a safe journey and make her feel better as couldn't take any memorial picture with us, the reason that why my dear shouldn't text her or is not necessary to text her is because that during that party, my dear is bored as no one there is her friend except me, and those topic that we chatted, she has no idea at all, and that time, Ms. K is busy entertaining her guests and no time to entertained my dear, therefore, my dear decided to text her friend and see is there's any 2nd round for her or not to save her out from the boredom, there's no wrong at all for her to do so, when leaving her place, my dear did actually greet her a good bye, and that's more than enough.

About the farewell party that me, AL, JE, KK,I and CK organized for Ms. K, it has nothing to do with my dear, the reason why I held this farewell party for Ms. K is because wanted to have a reunion with all the drinking mates before she leave Malaysia to Perth to further her studies, and I blame it to my dear because of her leaving earlier, I have to organize another farewell party with Ms. K, my bad, I apology, and I hope you accept my apology hereafter.

Regards to the picture about the weekly hanger that Ms. K upload at Facebook, she tagged everyone in except my dear's name on it, and she replaced my dear's name with anonymous, which make my dear pissed to the max, and due to this matter, I burst my anger to Ms. I on facebook as Ms. K is not online at that time, and I'm in my college rushing to my next class, so I asked Ms. I help me to pass my anger to Ms. K and ask her to do something to the picture, right after that day, Ms. K changed all the name who had been tagged to weekly name instead of those person names who share for that hanger.

This matter has been bothering me since end of January 09 until to date, and I know if 1 day I don't settle this down with my dear, she'll kept whining whenever she has a chance to do so, from now onwards, I promised my dear that I won't believe what others said, or will not listen to what others said about her, all I will only listen to my dear, believe in her, and support her for everything that she do.

Last but not least, all of the above statement is truly from me, myself, it has nothing to do with any others parties, and I hope that my dear could just forget bout this matter and come back to me happily ever after, as I love my dear very much and I don't wish to lose her in my arm, I love you Xinyu Tan.

Yours faithfully,
Khinko Ng

She Replied With Just Few Words!

Well, it has been 1weeks plus we didn't talk to each other, nor contacting each other, last Saturday, I decided to sent her an email in regards of what's on my mind, and what's my thoughts for the 1 week without contacting each other, is such a long mail, its like my long essay that used up 1 and a half pages of normal A4 paper during my exam, or maybe more than that.

I purposely to sent her that email after she departed to Japan, as I didn't want to ruined her vacation mood, and so that she could read it and reply me after she's back from Japan, but what I didn't expect is that, she on9 at Japan yesterday night, and replied my email with only few paragraph with less than 30 words, I really speechless at times as it make me feel that, she actually don't really give it a damn about our problem, and asked me to do what ever I wish, well, since she said so, I'd probably will choose my way in order to make myself happier but not suffocating with EGOISM problem.

I told her not to think about our problem during her trip at Japan, as I don't want to ruined her mood, so we shall talk about it on a later date when she's back from her trip.

I hereby wish her enjoy her trip to maximum and a save trip with her sister and bro in law.

Next post will be writting about my mom's 52nd birthday celebration at I-Canton, Sunway Pyramid, give me sometimes mates, as I'm currently having my final exam, probably will post it after next week XD.

Signing off.

Ciaox.

Confusing

As stated above, I'm currently kind of confused due to some incident happened lately, me and my dear considered broke up, but then, she came back last week after I tried to talk to her and beg for her forgiveness, she even stayed at my place like usual, but I've no idea why after she leave Malaysia, she started to act strange and dig back those things which happened 3weeks ago to argue, and added some arguments on during the weekend she's here, and kept saying that we were past, and what ever she do is none of my business and stuff, is weird she said so.

I really hope that she could just forget and forgive what ever had happened, but her stubborn attitude ain't gonna changed her point of view, I've had tried to talk to her, to forget and forgive, she said that she understand at 1st, but now, she still bring it out to argue over and over again, non stop argument should said.

The incident that pissed her off is about the farewell party which held at Ms. K's place, it was some where around January, to be exact, is a weekend before Chinese new year, as Ms. K is leaving Malaysia to Perth to further her Event Management Degree there, the incident happened like this, before we head to Ms. K's house, Mr K and Ms. I asked us to meet up with them at curve to choose present for Ms. K, but my dear earlier on promised Mr. D to go out, so the time clashed, what we can do is, to ask Mr. D to fetch us to Curve to choose present after that only dinner with Mr. D, we reached the curve around 5pm +, meet up with Ms. I and Mr. K there to choose present for Ms. K, and Mr. D went to do his stuff around Curve , will meet up after me and my dear settle down our things, and 4 of us walked around the street to search for our present for Ms. K. We bought a bottle of Wine from CASA NOVA CELLAR and a weekly hanger from a weird stall for Ms K.

After that, me and my dear went to Pelangi to have dinner with Mr. D, after dinner, I this lazy bum, don't want to waste my time, thereafter, asked Mr. D straight away drop me and my dear at Ms. K's place, I forgotten that Ms. K didn't want Mr. D to know bout this farewell party and also her personal stuff, so when Ms. K know that I asked Mr. D to drop us there, she screwed me up, after that, we settle down ourselves, and meet up with Mr. C, Mr. K and Ms. I to sit down for some chit chatting moment, while chit chatting there, my dear is busy sms-ing her friends for some clubbing session after this to safe her out from this boring events, she showed me those kind of faces that I don't like probably all the friends that I know not closed to her, so I asked her is it wanna go off, she said yes, after for about 2hours at there feeding mosquitor, I asked Mr. C to fetch us home, as my dear need to change and go clubbing with friends, so we walked over to Ms. K while she entertaining her others friend"S"(More than 50 peoples is there that day), to tell her that we were leaving, and I will be back later. She said Ok, so we head back to my place around 11pm plus plus, waited my dear to change and go clubbing with her friend, after that only I go back to Ms. K place continue talk cock sing song, but right after my dear went out, I suddenly feels like wanna poo, so went for a hot shower and do my big business, while shower, Mr. C called me up to informed me that they are leaving as Mr. C need to work, Ms. I's brother Mr. T is sleepy, so they are leaving soon. thereafter, I told them to help me inform Ms. K that I'm not coming back since those friend of her that I know already going off. I slept around 1230am that night.

The next day, as I know, if is me, I also will feel sad if your friends went off earlier and couldn't have a chance to snap picture for memorial purposed, so I online msn Ms. I to get some update, really beyond my expected, Ms. K is upset about me and my dear leaving earlier and I didn't go back to attend her party day before, so I apologize to Ms. K, and demanded my dear that she better do something that make Ms. K feel better, but she kept denying that she didn't do wrong at the 1st place and stuff, but for my opinion, even you didn't do wrong, but when you know that your friend is upset because of you or part of it is related to you, you should do something to cheer her back ma, but for her, is not necessary to do, so I tried to make her understand it, but this has gone too far, until is caused us to break up due to this matter, she claims that I didn't stand on her side, she said I side my friends more than her, which is really unacceptable for me, she's the one I loved the most, she dare to say this to me, at 1st I felt offended, but after I calm myself down, I know that she said so is because she too pissed due to the arguments, so I forgive her and tried to tell her that I didn't side anyone of it, I judge it based of my own opinion.

Last week, I called her up and lectured her for more than 1 hour, finally, she understand what I'm trying to tell, and decided to forget and forgive about Ms. K matter, just the very next day, around 7pm, my dear sms-ed me that asked me to check my facebook and see what Ms. K did, I quickly switched on my laptop and check my facebook, found that one of the picture in Ms. K's latest picture album taken at Perth is the hanger that we bought for her from The Curve the other day, with the tag of our names, except my dear's name, she tag as anonymous instead of my dear's name, and I knew that this is the reason why my dear text me with anger and kept cursing and cursing over the msg, after reading the picture comment, I get even pissed than my dear, until I couldn't control myself and start bursting to Ms. I about what Ms. K did and ask her to ask Ms. K to do something on that, the next day, the tag line changed, but my dear still shooting me that I treat Ms. K so good and even I screwed her up because she didn't apologize to Ms. K AGAIN that she leave earlier during that party, and ended up, Ms. K do that to her, that's plain "GIRL'S FIGHT" but I tried to calmed her down by telling her that I already told Ms. I and Ms. K to do something, to proof that I didn't side anyone in this matter, and I really judge based on the case using my own opinion.

But everything is not so fine after all, she still couldn't forget the incident and forgive who ever involved in the argument, not even me as at to date, I told her that I just want to safe back the relationship, and less argument with her, but she replied me that, a day I disagree with her, there's no point to continue this relationship, but I already didn't talk about it, think about it, I really have no idea what she want me to do only can forget this case, I really tired and pressure with all the argument these days, but I don't want to loosed her, because I really love her, as I mentioned a year before, she's unique, she's special, she had met 80% the requirement that my girlfriend should have, it is hard to find a girl that can met my requirement, although that her attitude got some problem, but as I know, no body is perfect. She said that we were past, I don't know whether she really meant it or not, of cause I hope she ain't serious, because I really don't want to loosed this relationship, is hard to maintained LDR, but we had maintained 1 year plus, if gone just due to those small issue, is really not worth!

Well, if she really meant it, then I have nothing much to say, maybe this is the faith that we should have? I probably need to rearrange my mindset to fully focus on my study instead? No idea, maybe after my Degree, I will find her back, as if she's still available that time, I will stay single but not available until I finish my degree if she really meant to end this relationship this time. What I wanna say to her if she is reading this is, Dear, I really love you, I hope you could forget everything and continue our relationship with less arguments and more lovely. Signing off. Good day peepz.

120108-120109 Happy 1 Year Anniversary!

As title stated above, Its Me and My Lovely Dearest Babe 1 Year Anniversary.

This entries is specially dedicated to my lovely Sayang.

Finally, it came to 1 year after we get along together, we have gone through so many things, so many obstacles, happy moment, lovely moment, teasing each other, loaded with arguments, heartbreaking moments and many more, and it proven that Long Distance Relationship (LDR) does work and can last, although its not easy, its costly in terms of telecommunication, in terms of traveling both ways, time that we spent, can't meet when we were missing each other and so on, most of the peoples can't maintain LDR, but we made it babe, and I'm sure we will last.

I, apologize for those moment that make us doubt about our relationships, whether its worth to continue or not, and the stubborn you, who don't want to walk away and search for a better one, has proven that its worth to continue our relationship although its hard.

When ever we argue, for sure you cried and cried, and that made my pretty dearest you, a juicy cum reddish eye with a large eye bag the next day at work, you've cried me a river. I si-te you!

I, hereby again, apologize with what I had done to hurt your feelings, I promise you, I'll love you more than that, and let's make it more anniversary and surprise ahead, I will do my best to make you happy, and will try my very best to not breaking your heart, or maybe not so hurtful? Although I know that apologize doesn't bring back you the tears that you drop for me, but I promise you, I will cherish you, as long as I can, love you as much as I can, I can't promise you that I will love you forever, but I will love you with all I can babe.

Finally, last week, I've appeared in the Tan's families meeting topics, I guess? I hope your family has a good impression bout me? Or at least the impression of me in your mom's heart doesn't mismatch? Hope so.

This Thursday after your Marketing paper, lets have a nice celebration at San Fransisco, shall we? Or maybe we make it on Friday? We shall discuss this further when you're back from Singapore?

I Miss you Babe,

Love you loads,

Here's one of our sweetest picture that we ever took through out the year:

Hope there's more coming soon, love ya babe! *smooch* and *Muapz*

How Men Change After Married! Funny

How men change
The Love Word:
After 6 weeks: I looo-ve you, I love you, I love you!
After 6 months: Of course, I love you.
After 6 years: GOD, if I didn ' t love you, then why did I marry you?
Back from Work:
After 6 weeks: Honey, I ' m home!
After 6 months: I ' m BACK!!
After 6 years: Have you cooked yet?
Phone Ringing:
After 6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
After 6 months: Here, it ' s for you.
After 6 years: ANSWER THE PHONE DAM*T!!
Cooking:
After 6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!
After 6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
After 6 years: DUMPLING AGAIN??
New Dress:
After 6 weeks: Wow, you look like an angel in that dress.
After 6 months: You bought a new dress again?
After 6 years: How much did THAT cost me?
TV:
After 6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
After 6 months: I like this movie.
After 6 years: I ' m going to watch PIRATES play, if you ' re not in the mood, go to bed, I can stay up by myself!
Making Love:
After 6 weeks: Baby, I want you tonight?
After 6 months: Lets make another baby, my mother just called!!!
After 6 years: Please MOVE over to your side, I ' m suffocating here!!!!

Get this from Sis Jeannette, found it quite funny and would like to share with you guys who need a hearty laughter !!!

Enjoy~

Some Accident during Basketball game

Yeap, the title said it all, I met some accident during my basketball match yesterday morning, I accidentally bite my own lips, and it bleeds, well, it wasn't really accident,according to Dennis Wong, he said that the opponent that I marking,like to play cheat and using some dirty tactics, he banged me probably is with intention to do so, well, let it be, just take it as a lesson lor.

The accident goes like this, I was actually marking my opponent, and blocking his way to lay up the ball into the basket, he failed his 1st attempt, but he managed to get back the ball, he squat down, and jump up facing my face, his head knocked my lips, and made me bitten my own lips, bleed all the way while finishing the match, although it ain't really hurts, but I not really happy with the accident, because it made my lips become even more SWALLOWEN, it really looks like a pair of sausage, WTF!!!

Here's the picture of my SAUSAGE LIPS:-

Ouch, this picture taken today, it was 2nd day, still looks swallowen, but ain't feeling pain at all.

Ohya, days ago, Ida Than sent me a link to edit your picture, there's few options to choose as background, you just need to add in your picture, and they will adjust it into their background, and the background that I chosen is a billboard background, and the picture goes like this:

Picture from Photofunia.com if I'm not mistaken. Showed this picture to my dear, she said she wants it at a real billboard, lolx. that would probably cost me a bomb man, lolx.

A Great Weekend

080808, Beijing Olympic 2008 Official Open Ceremony day, I guess the whole world is paying attention in this, I believed a lot of Chinese is proud of this, its the 1st time hosted by an Asia Country I bet, I ain't a history lover, so don't laugh at me if I'm wrong. By the way, I ain't really gian with this, the most catch my attention is that, My dear is coming back to visit me, I missed her loads, and she's back again to spend her weekend with me, I really appreciates it a lots.

Sayang reached Pudu Bus Station around 1am, after meeting her up, Jarryl called me up for a drinks, he got something to talk to me, its about his 3P thingy. Haha, I ain't related, so I better keep my mouth shut before there's anything happen, I just spare my ears to listen to his whining, just like what I do normally. I'm a good listener. Don't Believed? Ask Ida Than for that, kakakaka. XD. We had our drinking sessions at Syed Bistro SS3, it located just next to SS3 Basketball courts.

After listen to his whining, my dear feeling tired and wants to rest, its around 330am, we then head back to my house to wash up and tidur. She's seriously a lazy piggy, she almost occupied all my bed, I only got 1/3 place to sleep, its okay, I'm a guy ma, should suffocated abit lar, since she came back from far just to company me, but hor, I asked her to sleep over a lil bit, she'd moved a lil, but after awhile, she moved out back, forcing me almost fall right to the floor. End up, I sleep just nice and same lenght with my pillow size, FYI, my pillow put it Horizontal. That's not easy as you think.

This time, I bet she had a kinda surprised visit, as I've planned few things ahead before her departure, due to the Olympic official open ceremony live in ASTRO, a lot of peeps is rushing back to witness the opening of the 2008 Olympic, every way is jamming, traffic is crawling. Days before, asked Sis Jeannette to help me book a bouquet of roses for my dear, she then helped me call up to this Mc Client Florist SS2 to placed my order, and offer me that she could help me to collect it on Friday 080808 after she off work, and I can go over to her house to pick it up from her after that. Well, as I mentioned above, traffic is really suck that day, Sis Jean called me up at 730pm, telling me that she was caught in a jam for more than 1hours at SS2, and told me that she don't think she can make it to pick the flower for me, suggest me to get it tomorrow morning, at first, I bit upset as my plan failed again, but I never blame on Sis Jean, in the other hand, I really appreciates her hard work on it, she purposely help me to place my order and make herself caught in jam, I feel guilty over this matter, she jam at SS2 until 8something, and beside this Flower thingy, I oso planned to get my dear the cuppacakes from Wondermilk. But as you can see, every way is jamming, so it ain't a good idea after all.

At that night, I purposely told her that, the next day morning I'm going to fetch my mom to work, then will meet dennis up for a basketball session, and asked her to continue sleep until I finish my thingy with Dennis, she asked me to wake her up the next day morning, she said she wanna follow, I then said, me and dennis got something personally need to talk, is some sort of guys talk, she then show me her unsatisfied face, but after a while, she already forget bout it. *FYI: me and dennis thingy is actually a cover story, Dennis did asked me out for a bb session, but I rejected, because I need to rush to Florist shop before my dear awake*

Saturday morning, just like what I've mentioned, I fetch my mom to work, then straight away head to SS2 to get my flowers for my lovely sayang, reached ss2 abit early, about 830am, the florist shop open at 9am, so I decided to wait inside the car, while waiting, tune into hitz.fm and play my mobile games. After half an hour, I then walk over to the florist shop to ask as if already open or not, the maid told me that the boss is having his break1st, will be back soon. I then wait for another 5minutes, finally, the boss is back, I then rush into the shop, and get my flowers with chocolate, it look kinda normal, but its super costy, not going to mention how much I get, later someone said I calculative. Here's are some of the pix that I snap last nite:

It contained 3 red roses, 3 Ferraro Roche and some cherry berry.

a messy looks. My dear thought of plugging out 1 roses to bring back SG, but ended up, she only took 1 Ferraro Roche, I asked her to bring back the whole thing, she said too many things to take. -.-'' my money down to drain just like this. Grr....

Roses Roses I Love You. :p

a closer shoots.

The roses is dying. Oh gosh!

Well, after I collected the flower, I then head back to my house, parked my car, trying to hide my flower while opening my gate, scared my dear awake and saw the flower, but thank god, she's still sleeping on my bed like a pig. I then put the flower inside my mom's room, got air cond ma, so that the flower still fresh upon presenting it to my dear later. She woke up around 10am I guess, but still slack around on my bed, I then kept forcing her to awake, telling her that I got something to show her, at 1st, she thought I cooked her break1st, I'm too lazy to cook for her at that time, its been rushing here and there, and have not enough sleep, she then wake up and wash herself up, I then quickly ran into my mom's room to get the flower, present to her while she is looking in the mirror. She get a shocked when she saw the bouquet of flowers, but I guess she may thinking that, why only 3roses, as her company driver present her 21 pink roses days ago. God dam it. I hope she like my 1st surprised.

2nd Surprised, in the afternoon, after picking up my mom from her office, we head to a restaurant nearby my mom's office to had our lunch, after that, fetch my dear to 1U to meet her friend Jannet up for a quick shopping, before entering 1U, I drove to Uptown to get her the things that she wants from me over a decade, guess what will that be? Cuppacakes by Wondermilk, alright, at 1st, really couldn't find the shop, called up to Ida Than to check with her where exactly is the Shop located. She said it located at the same row of TM, after awhile later, I managed to find the god damn shop. Alright, walked in, looked around, and spend off my rm30 for 10cuppacakes. Didn't feel any heartache as I was actually trying to clear off some debts that I owe her over a decades. Finally, the day to pay back has comes.XD Btw, if you like sweet stuff, you can give a try to their cuppacakes, it seriously taste damn Sweet, which I don't think I like it either my dear.

Poser in the car after cuppacakes session.

After the cuppacakes session, fetched her to 1U to meet her friend up, I then head back to house to have some rest, I need it, as I didn't have a nice sleep. I woke up around 830pm, My dear told me that she already had dinner with Jannet, so I can go ahead dinner with my family, pick her up after my dinner. She's lucky that never have dinner with me, as the dinner can rank as the suckiest western food I ever had in my life, the Lamb chop is seriously tasteless and over cooked. Went over to 1U pick my dear at 10pm, then back to my house to change and rest awhile, around 11pm, went over to Asia Cafe to have a drinking session with Jarryl and gangs, then went for a pool session with my dear till late night, and she PAWNED ME ON POOL THAT NIGHT! T.T

Overall, its fun to play pool with your love one, and the feelings is cool, you can't really play serious with her as if she lose, she will said no fun, so gotta let her win once awhile. She ordered 2 bottles of Heineken to chill during the match, and I doubt the Heineken make me get PAWNED by her, we both have fun after all, we went home after the match and tidor at 4am. XD

The next day, which is the Sunday, the emo day should called, the day that she's leaving me again, she, as normal, emo in the morning, hug me as tight as she wish, and give me some memorable marks on my body, FYI: she bite me on saturday noon before cuppacakes session, I got loads of collection of her teeth mark on my left hand thou. So who's the one bites around huh? :P She being emo on my bed till 12pm, btw, her bus departure time is on 1pm @ Mont' Kiara, I then quickly asked her to go shower and pack her stuff, we leave my house at 1230pm, speed to Mont' Kiara, thanks god, the bus is only 10% occupied at 1pm, we then quickly went into the office to mark attendance, as I purchase the tix through online, so gotta walk in and show my printout notes to the receptions to thick my dear names, I thought they will exchanged a bus tix with my prints out notes, but they said they just need to tick her name on their list. Before the bus move, I bought my dear a cup of Baskin Robin Shakes, mixed of 3 Scopes of Ice creams, as she told me that she's having constipation prob, I bet it could help her solves her prob. I went home after her bus starts the journey, and went movie with CK and gangs at 1U. And guess what, after few hours, my sms me and told me that she poo for 2 times. :p told ya. It helps.

She even gave credits to Odyssey bus services, their steward es is serving her well, and the bus has wifi services, personal screen and some games in it, I'm so gonna try it next time when I'm heading to SG to see her. Alright, thats all for the updates, will put more rubbish up soon :p Thanks for reading.

Status Changed

After being Single for 6months, finally the status of me has made some changes, but I actually kinda enjoy being single for the past 6months, free from relationship problems, no arguement with the love one and so on, and now, status changed, gotta be good boy again, cannot buaya anymore, and I promised to myself that I must become a better BF than last time, as for last time, I ain't treating my xgf good, so from now on, I will try my best to treat her good, but not sure whether can sucessfully be the better or not, but I will try.

Well, She asked me a lot of times, why I will fall into her traps? I don't know how to replied, but it did probably her attitude and the maturity level of thinking? Not sure yet, or maybe her massage skills?I really no idea, I just know that she's the one that I wanna be with for the moment.

She's currently working at SG, not sure when she's coming back to KL "PERMENANTLY", and this is my 1st long distance relationship, at 1st, she told me that it just can't work out, but in the end, she still give it a try, and come back to KL once a while, Long distance relationship is kinda costy, yeap, it is, especially phone bills, per month cost me a bomb, more than hundreds, uh, pain 1, but its kind worth lar, who asked me so the mis her, but most of the time, she's the one who call more often, ahhahaha, she more pain I believed. :P

Yea, she's coming back next sunday, can't wait to see her again, and I will treasure every second that I spend with her, I'm all about her,miss you loads...:S emoing again....lolx....